1. Cartographies of Silence

    1.

    A conversation begins
    with a lie. and each 

    speaker of the so-called common language feels
    the ice-floe split, the drift apart 

    as if powerless, as if up against
    a force of nature 

    A poem can being
    with a lie. And be torn up. 

    A conversation has other laws
    recharges itself with its own 

    false energy, Cannot be torn
    up. Infiltrates our blood. Repeats itself. 

    Inscribes with its unreturning stylus
    the isolation it denies. 


    2.

    The classical music station
    playing hour upon hour in the apartment 

    the picking up and picking up
    and again picking up the telephone 

    The syllables uttering
    the old script over and over 

    The loneliness of the liar
    living in the formal network of the lie 

    twisting the dials to drown the terror
    beneath the unsaid word 


    3.

    The technology of silence
    The rituals, etiquette 

    the blurring of terms
    silence not absence 

    of words or music or even
    raw sounds 

    Silence can be a plan
    rigorously executed 

    the blueprint of a life 

    It is a presence
    it has a history a form 

    Do not confuse it
    with any kind of absence 


    4.

    How calm, how inoffensive these words
    begin to seem to me 

    though begun in grief and anger
    Can I break through this film of the abstract 

    without wounding myself or you
    there is enough pain here 

    This is why the classical of the jazz music station plays?
    to give a ground of meaning to our pain? 


    5.

    The silence strips bare:
    In Dreyer’s Passion of Joan 

    Falconetti’s face, hair shorn, a great geography
    mutely surveyed by the camera 

    If there were a poetry where this could happen
    not as blank space or as words 

    stretched like skin over meaningsof a night through which two people
    have talked till dawn. 


    6.

    The scream
    of an illegitimate voice 

    It has ceased to hear itself, therefore
    it asks itself 

    How do I exist? 

    This was the silence I wanted to break in you
    I had questions but you would not answer 

    I had answers but you could not use them
    The is useless to you and perhaps to others 


    7.

    It was an old theme even for me:
    Language cannot do everything- 

    chalk it on the walls where the dead poets
    lie in their mausoleums 

    If at the will of the poet the poem
    could turn into a thing 

    a granite flank laid bare, a lifted head
    alight with dew 

    If it could simply look you in the face
    with naked eyeballs, not letting you turn 

    till you, and I who long to make this thing,
    were finally clarified together in its stare 


    8.

    No. Let me have this dust,
    these pale clouds dourly lingering, these words 

    moving with ferocious accuracy
    like the blind child’s fingers 

    or the newborn infant’s mouth
    violent with hunger 

    No one can give me, I have long ago
    taken this method 

    whether of bran pouring from the loose-woven sack
    or of the bunsen-flame turned low and blue 

    If from time to time I envy
    the pure annunciation to the eye 

    the visio beatifica
    if from time to time I long to turn 

    like the Eleusinian hierophant
    holding up a single ear of grain 

    for the return to the concrete and everlasting world
    what in fact I keep choosing 

    are these words, these whispers, conversations
    from which time after time the truth breaks moist and green. 

    Adrienne Rich

     
  2. jonubian:

Nawal El Saadawi. Feminist.
afrikanwomen:

Nawal El Saadawi is an Egyptian feminist writer, activist, physician and psychiatrist. She has written many books on the subject of women in Islam, paying particular attention to the practice of female genital mutilation in her society.
In 1972 she published Al-Mar’a wa Al-Jins (Woman and Sex), confronting and contextualising various aggressions perpetrated against women’s bodies, including female circumcision, which became a foundational text of second-wave feminism. As a consequence of the book as well as her political activities, Saadawi was dismissed from her position at the Ministry of Health.
 From 1979 to 1980 she was the United Nations Advisor for the Women’s Programme in Africa and the Middle East.
Long viewed as controversial and dangerous by the Egyptian government, Saadawi was imprisoned in September 1981, along with many other objectors to the Jerusalem Peace Treaty, by President Anwar al-Sadat. She was released later that year, one month after his assassination. Of her experience she wrote: “Danger has been a part of my life ever since I picked up a pen and wrote. Nothing is more perilous than truth in a world that lies.”
In 1988, when her life was threatened by Islamists and political persecution, Saadawi was forced to flee Egypt. She accepted an offer to teach at Duke University’s Asian and African Languages Department. In 1996, she moved back to Egypt.
She has continued her activism and considered running in the 2005 Egyptian presidential election, before stepping out due to stringent requirements for first-time candidates.
She was among the protesters in Tahrir Square in 2011. She has called for the abolition of religious instruction in the Egyptian schools.

    jonubian:

    Nawal El Saadawi. Feminist.

    afrikanwomen:

    Nawal El Saadawi is an Egyptian feminist writer, activist, physician and psychiatrist. She has written many books on the subject of women in Islam, paying particular attention to the practice of female genital mutilation in her society.

    In 1972 she published Al-Mar’a wa Al-Jins (Woman and Sex), confronting and contextualising various aggressions perpetrated against women’s bodies, including female circumcision, which became a foundational text of second-wave feminism. As a consequence of the book as well as her political activities, Saadawi was dismissed from her position at the Ministry of Health.

     From 1979 to 1980 she was the United Nations Advisor for the Women’s Programme in Africa and the Middle East.

    Long viewed as controversial and dangerous by the Egyptian government, Saadawi was imprisoned in September 1981, along with many other objectors to the Jerusalem Peace Treaty, by President Anwar al-Sadat. She was released later that year, one month after his assassination. Of her experience she wrote: “Danger has been a part of my life ever since I picked up a pen and wrote. Nothing is more perilous than truth in a world that lies.”

    In 1988, when her life was threatened by Islamists and political persecution, Saadawi was forced to flee Egypt. She accepted an offer to teach at Duke University’s Asian and African Languages Department. In 1996, she moved back to Egypt.

    She has continued her activism and considered running in the 2005 Egyptian presidential election, before stepping out due to stringent requirements for first-time candidates.

    She was among the protesters in Tahrir Square in 2011. She has called for the abolition of religious instruction in the Egyptian schools.

     
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  4. Mary Daly holds a double-headed ax, a symbol that modern-day feminists link to Amazon warriors and lesbian and feminist strength. (Gail Bryan)
(c) Los Angeles Times

    Mary Daly holds a double-headed ax, a symbol that modern-day feminists link to Amazon warriors and lesbian and feminist strength. (Gail Bryan)

    (c) Los Angeles Times